8/19/2006
ah well.. boring days..
SCHOOL SUCKS!! i mean prelims and O's is coming up.. every one just expose themselves to show their true colours. then you will know whose your real frens.. and the weird thing is.. everyone is so stressed over grad dinner??!!! like hello??? it's suppose to be enjoyable and fun. not stressful and tension-ny. it's really sick to see what kind of ppl you thought you were "friends" with turn so evil like. i dunno. i don think i'm thinking too much. but school nv fun anymore. last time we used to go to school to hang around and play. but now school is pretty much just a living hell. we now go to school for the sake of getting that cert. life in school has no more meaning to it anymore.
mock exams are really demoralising. it's so damn not-passable!!! and for some godforsaken reason... we cant start before 4pm.. thus ending at 5 plus 6.. sheesh.. like we don get enough homework? hello?? we need time to do homework.. it's not that easy you know. and keeping us till 6 is really horrid. we reach home and finish doing everything and we're left with 5 hours to sleep?? we're not robots you know. geex..
school really sucks now.. sigh.. we have so many friends but how many of them can we actually trust?? sometimes i talk to my "friends" and wonder 'are they not telling me things? is there another part of this story that they're not telling??' it's like i've got no real frens really. except you wj.. muackiex.!!! sigh..it's difficult to be just me. no matter what i do ppl still see me as this big oaf who just talks through her nose and all.. sigh. why do i even try so hard......
will stop here. gotta do work. bye ppl.
take care
lotsa love
`jojo``
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