5/21/2006
so sad................
i realised something. my life is seriously boring. i've got nothing to do and like today, i was at home for the whole day.. doing nothing. maybe it's a norm to be slacking around on sunday.. but i wanted to go shopping.. craving i guess...
so daddy's going to italy tonight.. that's why we're not going out..mummy,jie and i will have to go to school and work by ourselves.. sianx.. but it'll be over in one week.. then it'll be chinese o levels and then our movie date for x men..
big mai por called and told me that big horse is slightly better.. he's less confused and may be able to go home from the hospice.. they're so far away in england. last i heard, big horse is hallucinating about me.. he keeps saying"jojo don play with the water.." i felt so sad when i heard that.. sigh.. don know how long more he's got to live.. really wish i could see him.. he's my favourite uncle or granduncle for that matter.. really love him lots. i call him big horse cause both of us are born in the year of a horse.. so i'm his little horse.. he dotes on me alot. and i hardly get to see him cause they live so far away.. i see him like once very two years?? geex.. i do miss him so.. i called him once when he was in the hospital. asked him how he was and then tried not to let him hear me crying cause that would break his heart.. it really broke my heart to hear him so weak and all. geex. nv thought of it this way.. really hope his pain will go away...
alright i'll just put that aside for now..
mark's sick!!! dunno down with wat. but anyway if you get to see this,mark, starve the fever feed the cold. anything else, consult the doctor!! it's the staying up late everynite that's catching up with you!! hahax.. cause you're not very young any more you know.. you lack sleep!! and so i say ah pek, drink lotsa water and stop being an owl!! take care of yourself ok. huggs..
so.... i was supposed to go for the big walk today but decided not to go cause cousins came over and it was too early.. but well.. it's only 4 dollars.. and i don really want the goodie bag.. so decided not to go... it's not a very difficult decision though.. cause i was tired and i waited more than 3 hours for mark to call. i've never waited so long before for a phone call.. but hey.. i was bored.. so ya.. to kill time.. i listened to shan wee over the radio.. the eq dance club thigy.. it's very good.. hahax.. and cascada's album is out.. the hit's are fab.. i'll probably get it.. so ya.. gotta start saving $$ le.. hahax...
alright then.. i shall stop here now.. going to watch singapore idol now!!!! wahahx..
lotsa love
`jojo``
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@ 7:12 PM
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